Dreams

Have you ever had that time come in your life where you dreamed for something and knew you weren't gonna get it well that time has come for me I'm stuck with a computer that no one and i mean no one would want i tryed selling it so many times i even said i would give it out for free and still no one wanted it. this computer is called the **** *** Dell 2400 only has 3 pci slots and cut outs for agp| 80gb hdd| p4 2.66| that i like| and a CD drive| and you know what i wish i never found games i really do ever since i did find games i started learning about computers then i found PCI AGP PCI-E i sit here with this computer blaming myself. wanna know why? i blame myself? FOR BUYING THIS COMPUTER >.< really i wish the guy that told me back in 2005 that this can play all the games and use all graphic cards would just take this back so then it wouldn't mess my life up anymore i sit here playing all games at 10-15 fps with a pny verto 6200 pci and when my dad calls me in his room to look at him play his nice games like gears of war on high or crysis it makes me feel like crap when i go on youtube and i look at people making or playing games at max with like 20-100 fps it makes me feel like crap I'm not saying i want to play every game on max or high i just want a computer that can play games with a good fps 20 at max if I'm lucky 25 but i wont be because I'm stuck with a dell 2400 i would give a kid this computer for free with 2 of my graphic cards and the 1.5 gigs of ram i have even the 380w psu i got for free and you know what all i ask for is a pc that can just do something i mean i know this isn't made for gaming or anything but wow i just give up i have so many shortcuts to sites that show pcs for like 250-400 and i save them i look at them then i think to myself i would die for one of those i would die for a new mobo heck i would die to give this computer away for something with pci e or agp slots i just think this is wrong by the time i get money to buy me a good and new pc 3 years from now when I'm old enough to get a job the world might be over =\ so if any of you are experiencing the same thing as me please feel free to post ima read it because i have nothing better to do. =( PS.sorry about not making this all nice and neat I'm just really sad and tired oh and if any one that reads this with a computer laying around that you don't want with a pci e slot or something i will trade you pcs or even buy it off of you for like 100$ or something i don't have money to buy a whole new pc and i wont be for along time i cant even buy referb =( Ty.Dreams
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